Am I in love?

Thursday, 21st March 2019

I seemed to have known him forever even though we had just met. Everything flows so well. We.. made love. & after that, we laid in bed together. I felt so happy and contented just laying in bed with him. Is it delusion? Or does he also feel the same..?

He was really excited when I said I was watching “Flash” on Netflix, like his face lit up! So cute. He got me started on watching Games of Thrones. It was so good watching shows with him in bed. I never want this to end.

I felt my tummy rumbling. I realised we have been so absorbed with each other that I forgot to eat. Hahaha. I told him I’m hungry and he said he would bring me to this chinese Japanese restaurant nearby. (Cause I’m Chinese? Hahaha)

While we were eating, I saw Javier trying to take pictures of me. I got a little emotional and felt my tears welling up in my eyes. Cause I’m going back to Singapore in few days. I feel so confused what I am feeling. I have never felt happier in my life, I know what we have right now, this is special and once-in-a-lifetime kind of experience. I’m leaving Japan soon though..